Why Do I Study The Bible
Does anything I do or study make
me any closer to Jesus or God?
What has drawn me closer to study
God's word? Why do feel the need
to study? I don't know the answer
to any of these questions, why?
Because I can't explain the feeling,
but after I do study it makes me
feeling better, makes me at ease.
So why is it when I look at my
Bible I get frustrated and saddened?
I think because I get these feelings
of I don't understand what I am
reading, but yet I keep on
reading it. Why? I just don't
understand it. Maybe it's just a
feeling of "What am I accomplishing
today?" I don't know.
I guess it helps me to stay in touch
with God, learning and developing
a relationship with God and his son.
Oh but yet, I still don't understand
what I am reading at times! It does
make me feel closer to God and
his precious Son.
Life is hard, down right confusing
but I can't give it up and walk away.
Life will still go on without me and
it will one day. So I guess what I am
trying to say is, I can't give up and
and walk away from God's word.
I think being in the state I am in
with confusion, draws me back
to the Bible. I will let it confuse
me and keep on reading.
God never gave up on me and
walked away or lost his faith
in me, so I will not lose my
faith or direction in Him.
As for the Bible, I will keep
on reading it and do my
best to understand it.
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