Am I Forgiven?

 

"Am I Forgiven?" 

I often wonder when I can't make it 

to church if I am forgiven?

Is this counted as not being obedient?

I want to go to church and feel wanted.

It's with worship and being with Jesus,

the wanting part I feel. 

I feel I need to be there to praise the 

good Lord. I feel like I can't do that

from home. When I am not there I feel

like I have committed a sin. 

Why do I feel this way? 

Well, God calls me to worship him,

and when I am not there it feels like 

I am sinning. I hope God will 

forgive me when I am unable to go.

I also feel a part of me is missing when 

I am unable to go and attend. 

I sure hope I am forgiven for feeling 

guilty as well. 

I want to be there so bad, but I also 

dislike the feeling I get too.

I feel down on myself. 

I sure hope I am forgiven when I 

can't make it to church.