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Silent Prayers

  Silent Prayers I will never ask for prayers anymore. I don't want people to think that  they have to just because that I  may need them. It may be the wrong  attitude to have, It feels like I am  being needy and selfish. Life isn't just about me, but others too, there are other people out  there who need prayer as well. I feel they don't ask for prayer.  I feel they are a better person, because I am asking for prayers and they don't. Those are the  people who need it the most. I pray for all and for all of those  who don't always ask for  prayer. I feel they need a prayer. It may help them. It's not about  me but about others. I know  we should extend kindness,  but also we should extend a  prayer as well. You never  know what someone is  going through.  Silent Prayers never go  unheard in my opinion.  I am not saying this because  I need prayers, I just feel others need more prayer tha...

In Frustration

  "In Frustration"  Remember the song "Infatuation"  by Rod Stewart, well I have one  called 'In Frustration"  This is about my health issues that are getting the best of me. If I get good with diabetes numbers, by eating right and moving around  doing things, my Blood pressure  goes up.  My diabetes numbers go high when  I sit and do nothing and then my   Blood pressure numbers go low. There is no happy medium there.  so I am "In Frustration"  This is my biggest issue with my  health and no sleep study or  cardio visit, or all the blood  work is going to fix that and  my doctor doesn't understand it.  They can't fix them both at the  same time.  So I am just at a loss, been sitting  around thinking what I can do.  I can lose all the weight I want, I can think about it from dusk to  dawn, nothing will change it.  so I am just "In Frustration"  Well no offense to m...